Mirth and Melancholy

Well well well. I'm back, it's 6 PM, and I'm supposed to be doing my homework. But I still have some stories to tell. I have a thought on mind right now. It's so difficult to accept yourself for who you are and ignore others who seem better off than you. Here's a situation to put the thought into perspective. You're a shy, quiet person all alone in a setting where other people are around, talking to each other. They're not alone. They have friends. Their bond is making them seem better than you because they're both likable enough people to befriend each other. And it doesn't make you feel very good about yourself. In another case, there's a trio of 3 friends. And you're the one friend who always seems to be the underdog, or the runt of the litter. The two others are always ganging up on you. Everything you say is wrong. Outsiders agree with the other two. And you keep telling yourself the cliche assurance that "it may seem like t...

It's been quite a busy time for me. I don't even really know what exactly to say. I suppose I'll set free the thoughts that flow through my mind and into my fingers which type them. Mmmm... let's start with a rant I had in mind recently. Specifically, last night. Some girls say so passionately that they "hate" the color pink, their reasoning solely being that it pertains to anything and everything "girly." And I view this statement two ways, one being I take it seriously as a fact, and two being with a grain of salt. To put it more simply, when I hear people say they don't like the color pink, I believe them. We can possess a disliking to a certain color for no reason at all. That's okay. On the other hand, I take this statement skeptically. I attribute the passionate feelings to how pink is and has always been associated with females. I feel that a liking for pink can exist within the "haters" but they just refuse to admi...

...there's no point in looking elsewhere. -  Maryrose Wood My teacher is still a B. I figured out (WITHOUT HER HELP) why my website wasn't showing up on the server. It's because she didn't tell us to upload the REST of our web page files to the server too. So my website's finally on there in all its beauty (check it out here if you like:   http://patti-bee.dcccd.edu/imed1416/fahzy/ ). /)o-o/) (\o-o(\ (\o-o/) I got a 100 for project D, which was implementing CSS into my website. It was challenging at first and I didn't feel like reading through allll the lecture notes. So I watched videos on the material instead. (basically teaching myself the material like always .-.) I'm lost so let me list what I need to talk about in this post. - Monday {fire alarm, crying at school AGAIN ... that's all. *deep inhale* Right, here we go. Monday started out as a pretty horrible day for me. I was supposed to meet with a friend but circumstances did not a...