Mirth and Melancholy

Joke's on you, I found nobody. Simba's Pride, anyone? "Now that I found you... love will find a way." That song is actually the reason behind my blog name. Please look up "Love Will Find A Way." Anyhow, LISTEN UP! My life is going to get so much better in the upcoming weeks! And why? 1. We're visiting back to my past hometown where my best friend lives THIS WEEKEND for THREE (only) DAYS! I AM SO ECSTATIC OMG (I wrote this with a straight face) 2. We're moving into a house and out of this horrible apartment with annoying neighbors! Whee! 3. I've been broke since the middle of the semester (*cough* vending machines *cough* Subway) but my wallet has refilled because I am selling Malaysian pins! Whee! No, I'm not going to tell you how much I have. This past weekend, we did a lot of cool things! Let's start from Thursday, May 19. My sister and I left the house at 6:30 to go to SA's house to fill up water balloons because the ne...

I have so much to vent about right now and the only way to get others to listen is to pour all my feelings into a blog post, because I express myself better in words. To be honest, not even my best friend can make me feel better right now. Considering my current circumstances I should probably just call her my friend since she's the only one who fills that empty void in my life. Exactly. That's what I'm saying. I don't have any other friends. Don't be offended. I said "current circumstances." You can be my friend again when this stupid phase leaves me alone. Maybe it's all due to the rain and wind outside, but today I've felt really lost. Annoyed. Angry. And I can't let it out because when I do, I'm going to break things, attack people, and say things I don't mean. Those were my three main points of this week's English final, by the way. Does it annoy you when you lose closeness with a person because they have other and co...

Last Friday, I volunteered with a group to go fix up a neighbor's backyard. We started by pulling giant stone bricks out of the grass and laying them in a pile. Under the rocks were a lot of worms, which was really fascinating to see after so long. It's been a long time since I've been in dirt and grass with all types of wildlife. Wish I could do that now, but my current circumstances can't offer much. Anyway, my brother lifted up this really stubborn stone, and under it I saw a bunch of beetles, roly poly bugs (I forgot their actual name), and this thing that I thought was a giant thick worm but was ACTUALLY a tiny snake! "Snake!" I began yelling. I told my sister to pick it up, and she held it only for about two seconds before it began thrashing around.  All the little kids came over to see, but the snake wriggled away.  Anyway, after that, I was jobless like a man at a soup kitchen in 1934, so I tried to find something else to do. I was finally ...